Episode 18: Teachers’ Blues

Teachers’ Blues

The teachers’ blues

Is a bittersweet thing

When the sum of my passion

Seems to multiply the pain

When grades fail to reflect

The progress we made

Just know that benchmarks

Can’t calculate

Who we became

I’m not trying

To get political

Just helping you to see

That character counts

As much as

Getting those ABC’s

So, let’s take a moment

Of silence, to commend

Perseverance

See, half the battle

Is trying to get

The students to give

An honest attempt

But, we are soldiers

So, we’ll train

An army of kids

Some battles we’ll

Lose but the

war we will win

Once they get

The war cry to:

Pick up the pen!

Reflection

When I was a new teacher, my principal (at the time) made a comment about how I had a lot of passion but not enough skill. Although his words hurt me, I knew he was right. My classroom management was weak (to non-existent), yet I was determined. Each battle I lost became an opportunity to learn, to develop, and to adapt. 

And, boy, did I learn. My growth did not come from my administration nor any mandatory training. It came from my students, from experience, and from my peers. I wrote this poem to remind administration (and anyone in charge of making decisions) that teachers have a difficult job. We are on the frontlines and we don’t often have the necessary support and resources. With that said, I have worked with a few principals and vice principals who never lost sight of what it means to be a teacher. Those handful of warriors were truly in my corner.

I also wrote this poem because I am data-driven and goal-oriented. I want my students to meet grade level standards. Period. No excuses. But, that doesn’t mean the journey is easy. That doesn’t mean I am always successful. That doesn’t mean I never make mistakes. Therefore, I hope this poem resonates with my colleagues who are in the trenches with me. From new teachers to veterans, may we unite and keep the spirit even through the difficult days.

Prompt

Now, let’s take a moment of silence. 

In fact, let that be our focus this week. Sit with silence. Reflect on a time when you had to be silent. Was the moment uncomfortable, peaceful, painful, hostile, or a mixture of emotions? Was it ceremonious, voluntary, or forced? Was it political, religious, personal, or accidental? Were you alone? Some moments with tension and silence revolve around death, goodbyes, longings. Explore wherever the silence leads you.

 

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